Friendship

 Friendship is like a wind, in my experience. it lingers for a while in your place and make you feel cool and contented. Just as you think life couldn't get better, the wind rushes of to another place. Making you feel hot and stuffy again. that's my experince of being a friend. When they like me, they can do anything to make me feel like one of them. But when this great friendship ends when my friends meet up with another girl. they totally ignored me. i don't mind sharing my friendship with another girl. But the problem is, they don't even want me to join them now!! I'm left out of everything. The kind of feeling when you are being ignored by people you had always trusted and cared for is infuriating. it's like hot big daggers RUSHING to poke you in the heart and you feel a sense of loneliness.Of course, i did that to my enemy. But we are friends again now!! Well, sorta... I'm the kind of person who don't mind being alone, but want to have a feeling that there are still friends and family who care. I have a remarkably hard shell that can stand trouble with a simple wave of my hand. But my biggest weakness is being dumped by my family and friends. In my twelve years of life, i have not gained any humungous experinces. I had always believed that i won't be scared of anything. Not even UPSR which i am NOT scared. But this time, i had gained an experience that has a big impact in my life, that actually give me a tremour to think about, that leaves a crack in my outer shell, nearly showing the soft soul whitin... I hope this terrible sadness will end faster. Even though i don't mind challenges, but even challenges has it's boundaries... RIGHT?